Realization...

Wow, its been a long time since I've blogged. much has changed. i actually was re considering this whole art world thing. but why? i guess i didn't have the support i wanted from those that i needed it most from. i talked it over with only a select few... and i came to realize "If I want to fly, I'll find a way to fly. You do what you love, and fuck the rest."  - a quote from little miss sunshine. i came to an under standing that if i love what i do then why put that on the line to make someone else happy, when at the end I'm the one living my crazy life.

I am an artist, i love to do it. anything about art amazes me. Will i be a success? i hope so, do i have to be? nope, not at all. Listening to that Kate Earl song the other day helped me out with this.

 

i realized that all i actually want in life is to make one impact, just to make someones day, make an genuine impact for the good in someone else's life thru art or whatever it may be. thats actually dead on of what i want. i meet a lot of people from time to time, and i find that its always meant to be. like i find that me meeting certain people is directing me to where i need to be and shaping in a way- if that makes sense.. i think i am babbling on again. but back to the song- absolutely love these lyrics- 

If I could touch one lonely soul, If I could heal and be so bold To be a star, to be a light,

set one heart on fire; that's all I ever wanted

Well i leave you with some photographs that i found this morning, i took then with Jen- my best friend. we would venture off and break into abandoned buildings... such an adrenaline rush! But so exciting and tons of fun. i only found a few.. took these photos for my photography class as one of my final projects. Enjoy. and please comment! pro favor! :) that is all. 

yay!